I really don’t know how to feel about that. I mean I’ve comforatably accepted that’s the way that the world works and that most of them appreciate a pretty attractive young woman who is nice to him.
I really don’t know how to feel. I collaborated with one who happens to be in an influential position and while all of my friends last night where pulling allnighters working away after spending 3 weeks fnding a shitload of notes and doing the referencing I got mine taken off me and was told not to worry about it. understandably i’m in one field of complete distress because I don’t have control over the situation and am worried about foul play or just a totalfuck up happening
on the other it is relieving knowing that I will probably do better because of the influence and connections.